Thursday, May 22, 2014

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There were days when I wrote more
When I felt more,
When the trees, rearing and
Kneeling around the garden (and,
There are still one hundred ways to kneel
And kiss the ground) said
Something to me beyond words
That made me think of
You laughing.

Friday, May 9, 2014

Low Flying Angels


Bluescape or cloudscape, shadow-short on oak,
Bright front yard of morning.
Sun half-full, half-empty,
Day cloudless and knowing it, day baby-blue and
Luck-blue, dove idle beyond midbranch,
First hush of rooster—
Everything is finite but the roots.

Seldom does one see the unconscious bedding— maybe
In the roses one plants for the elderly,
Or in the toes one cannot pull
From the dirt—
Still, I try, and if eyes are fingers I’ll be
Licking the warm light off them
Until I’ve broken the skin
Of the pool of myself.

It all depends on what human
You gather your dusk from,
What destiny you might thumb absentmindedly, a way
Of margin— black of the avacado’s skin—
Or marrow— black the pupil of that sun-beaten boy
In that foreign land, too soft to tell the
Tale he is telling.

Thinking of him only makes me shake.

It makes me shake until,
Sitting in that round oak, I am 
Blown loose by the wind 
Into the blue sky
Like a petal, a wish,
From this world
To itself—
Already true. 


Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Dharamsala

Fingertips or heaven-slung tears tapping on the roof
Of my dreams and no gutters to save them.
Bleary my brother’s head breathing slowly
Next to me on this hotel bed and if it weren’t
For us talking about the visions that take us at night then
This travel would be shot in all black and white—
I rise and try to remember what went on
Inside me the cold night gone.  Outside,
Dawn lays all gray so I take my shirt off and hope
The amber in my eyes leak resin or wisdom
For me to wear, but only see the crows
Gathering atop that naked pine instead.
I shut my eyes, hold my breath, reach
My arms out toward them—
I remember how cold it is and wrap myself
In the blue folds of the distance instead and
If only my momma could see me now
She’d take the shirt fallen at my ankles and
Put it on the wood stove so it’d be warm when
I actually wake up.  Maybe brother has. The
Crows are gone.

In the name of
Simpler love please keep
Raining on our dreams so we might
Learn to sleep deep
Enough
That those drops could never find us,
Let alone drown it all
Away. I pick up my shirt and
Go back to bed.